This realization has made me love Thomas even more. I smile at his jokes more. I laugh with him. I catch myself telling him I love him more often. I thank him. I appreciate him.
I guess I wanted us to go together. I can't imagine my life without Thomas whether I am here or in heaven. I want this man by my side.
I'm never been more grateful for eternity. I'm grateful we were sealed in the temple and our marriage will survive our death. One day we will be reunited and never to part again. We have one last separation. It breaks my heart. But looks inevitable.